Why "The Gander"?

Why "The Gander"?

Most people are familiar with the mythology of St. Martin's cloak. Less familiar may be the myth of St. Martin's goose. It is told that Martin the priest was wanted as bishop. He didn't want the job, and so hid (here the accounts are fuzzy) in a goose pen, barn, or bush and was revealed by the honking of the goose. A gander is a male goose - much like a drake is a male duck. To "take a gander" means to take a peek, a look. We hope to use this space to take a deeper look at things happening at St. Martin's, and share more thoughts and information with you.
Showing posts with label joy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label joy. Show all posts

Thursday, August 22, 2019

Theology and Hymnody

Editor's Note: The Rev. Jarrett Kerbel is away this month on his vacation. While he is away our Associate Rector, the Rev. Anne Thatcher, will be writing for the Rector's Note.
Young Choir Campers in the chancel at St. Martin's, are led by co-teacher Rae Ann Anderson. The nave of the church is in the background with two girls singing from open folders in the main ground, and other seated campers in the foreground.

Both the parish house and the sanctuary have been filled this week with music, children’s voices, joy, and laughter. Choir Camp is in full swing. St. Martin’s, under the leadership of our Director of Music, Erik Meyer, is focused on giving the gift of choir music to our young people.

The other week I preached on the power of committing scripture to memory and how we often don’t realize that we already know a verse or even a Psalm by heart. Both words and music form us unconsciously. Hymnody is full of theology that we absorb each time we sing a particular hymn or worship tune. Poetry, theology, and scripture are the bedrock of the ancient and modern hymns of the church.


It is easier to see when you can read the verses without the musical notes lining the entire text…


“Of the Father’s love begotten 
‘Er the worlds began to be 
He is Alpha and Omega 
He the Source the Ending he 
Of the things that are, that have been, 
And that future years shall see 
Evermore and evermore.”

I realized after high school that I had Psalm 23 memorized, along with the hymn I just quoted above, because we sang them set to music in the North Salem High School concert choir. We often learn more quickly when the words or lessons are set to music or rhythms. I still remember chanting my times tables for my mother when I was seven. I can still remember three of the first choir songs I learned in fourth grade with my elementary school choir. All three, while secular, had messages of unity, inclusion, and love.

Giving the gift of music to children is incredibly important for their artistic development and music in the Christian tradition is tremendous for their spiritual development. The theology in our music enfolds and permeates the soul. They are learning that God is love in a multitude of musical settings, surrounded by the voices of friends and peers. The seeds are planted and who knows how and when they will grow?


Sometimes on visits to St. Martin’s members in the hospital I have looked up their favorite hymns on YouTube and played them in the room on my phone. We have sung together the old favorites that people remember from their childhood and youth. These hymns provide comfort in the midst of affliction and anxiety. The ability to connect with a loved one continues through music even when speaking is no longer possible. Some people are still able to sing and respond to music. Music embedded with theology is a balm for the soul.


Next time you pick up a hymnal, take a few minutes to ponder the theological foundation of the verses that you are singing. Do you have a favorite hymn or verse? Why is it so important to you and why do you carry it close to your heart? May you raise your Ebenezer, mourn by the waters of Babylon, claim the almighty fortress of God, and find comfort in the music of the Messiah.


Blessings,
The Rev. Anne Thatcher
Associate Rector

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Burnt Buns and Gratitude

Brown ‘n Serve rolls, slightly charred. Two varieties of cranberries (even though there were only three people in my family and I didn’t partake in the cranberry consumption): sliced jellied and whole, both straight from the can. Tablecloths and goldware in the formal dining room with the grandfather clock ticking away.

There are certain traditions and foods - prepared in very specific ways - that we associate with holiday meals. I’ve come to realize that these things are different for everyone, and that we tend to hold onto them rather tightly. Hence the sweet potatoes prepared in three different ways at some family feasts. When I think of Thanksgiving, my senses are immediately filled with memories of everything mentioned above. But I also think of my family’s tradition of going around the table before the meal and saying what we are thankful for. An unsuspecting guest at our table might get caught off guard by this practice, but it was always included, right before the prayer. In the past few years through social media, I’ve noticed that people have extended this practice of naming gratitude to the entire month of November. On Facebook, many people post something that they are thankful for each and every day. I believe this helps people intentionally focus on gratitude and go beyond the “I’m thankful for my family” or “I’m grateful for this bountiful feast” that usually come up when people are excitedly awaiting their first bite of gravy-laden turkey.


At St. Martin’s many of our children learn the basic prayer form of thanking and asking prayers, wherein we begin by naming things we’re thankful for - blessings that God has bestowed upon us - and then name things we’d like to ask God for (which often range from “a new rocket ship” to “my neighbor who is sad because her cat died.”) My family has started using this practice at home before meals and at bedtime. It’s not just a simple practice that my nearly-3-year-old can grasp; I’ve found that it’s also a helpful discipline for me. Sometimes in the midst of a difficult week, I am challenged to articulate something for which I’m grateful. Having to do this on a regular basis opens me up to experiencing and acknowledging gratitude more readily.


On Saturday morning, I awoke before the sun to drive my husband to catch a 7 a.m. train out of 30th Street Station. As I drove home, I was suddenly filled with an overwhelming sense of gratitude: the sunrise was casting pinks and purples over the city and creating unique lines in the sky; a single rower was silhouetted against the Schuylkill River; and as I navigated the curves of Lincoln Drive, a gust of wind sent hundreds of leaves swirling around me. Instead of grumbling about not getting to sleep in or anticipating the potential complications of three days of solo parenting, my heart was bursting with joy and appreciation that I got to be me, seeing what I was seeing and feeling what I was feeling at that exact moment. I thanked God for opening my eyes and heart to Her abundant and beautiful presence all around me.


This Thursday, as I reminisce over the burned biscuits of Thanksgivings past and take stock of my blessings over the past year, I pray that I am overcome with this same gratitude. I pray that I remember not just the obvious and expected thanksgivings but the many small moments that fill me with the Spirit each and every day. 


What will you thank God for?

- The Rev. Callie Swanlund

Thursday, November 14, 2013

The Girl Who Danced in the Bathroom

You’ve seen the move. It is Julie Andrews in The Sound of Music; Belle in Disney’s Beauty and the Beast.  Arms wide, twirling, face to the sky.

My daily commute has me transferring trains at 30th Street station twice each day. One evening recently on my way home I was in the ladies room. On my way out the door, paper towel in hand, I glimpsed something which made no sense, but changed the rest of my evening.

Pure. Unbridled. Joy.

This young woman looked younger than me – though I’m no good judge of age – and for some reason on her way into the ladies room, in the midst of the mundane exchange of people coming in and going out, she twirled. Her face and eyes smiling; her body posture open.  What a peculiar and beautifully joyful sight.

Now, I’m no psychiatrist like some at St. Martin’s and no Energy Medicine Specialist like my friend Barbara, but something real happened. A psychic energy transfer. We talk about emotions being contagious, we talk about energy flow. It was as if this woman’s cup of joy was overflowing and the energy of that needed to get out. She couldn’t contain it lest she burst. It went flying out in all directions and landed on me.  And I was filled with it.

I know nothing of this woman, but she transferred to me powerful energy in that moment. Being present to her joy was palpable, even in the few seconds it took to walk by on my way out the door.  I keep thinking of her now, close to a week later. How beautiful the joy. And the energy of that lingers when I think of it.

I’m conditioned to see this and speak of God. Of the Holy Spirit working in and moving through us in these moments of energy exchange. Of God blessing one and that blessing so filling an open heart that it can do nothing but increase exponentially and spread outward.

I had another experience just Tuesday. Given to me this time not by a person, but the sky.  Out the train window I looked up from my smartphone and what met my eyes was brilliant. The sky was pink, blue, fuchsia, red, and orange; and changing each moment I watched. The clouds were mixed diagonal lines to the right and leopard spots to the left. And the buildings black shadows against the canvas.  I was nearly frantic with excitement from the energy of its beauty. I desperately tried to take a photo but, especially through the window, the camera couldn’t capture the vibrancy of the colors that my eyes blessedly can discern.  I stared hard at it hoping to fuse the image onto my brain. Full of awe and wonder, “The Sky!” I wanted to shout, “Quick, everyone look at the sky! See its brilliance!”  Not one to want to look crazy or make a scene on a train full of strangers, I impotently posted to Facebook.

It all makes me wonder – what other joys am I missing? What have I not looked up to see, to feel? And how have I shared my overflowing cup when I have been so filled with joy? What has brought you joy recently? How have you shared that joy? How have you returned to God the blessings and beauty that God has bestowed upon us and shares through each of us?

Where is your girl dancing in the bathroom? What is your brilliant sky? I want to hear about it. Share the joy.

- Natalee Hill

A related video worth watching, from TedxSF.


Thursday, October 10, 2013

Not What I Expected


Wednesday, October 2nd, began as a typical day for me.  Meeting, desk work, playing for St. James School’s weekly mass, and Treble Choir rehearsal.  In the middle of the afternoon, I checked my email.  The Philadelphia Orchestra had announced a free “Pop Up” concert that evening.  They were supposed to play in Carnegie Hall, NYC, that evening, but were sent away (tail between their legs) due to a stagehands’ union strike.  The orchestra, en route back to Philadelphia, quickly organized a fun concert of lighter classics, and sent the word out via social media.  (see the parable of the marriage feast, Matthew 22)

After Treble Choir rehearsal, I was tired, ready to go home.  I almost did just that – but a feeling of guilt stopped me.  Since the concert was announced barely five hours before it began, surely the hall would be far from full.  Playing for a small audience can be demoralizing.  I decided I would go, because I feared an empty hall, echoing with the empty claps of a couple hundred people, and I could empathize with the musicians who pour themselves into their art when nobody seems to be listening.

I arrived just minutes before it began.  Verizon Hall was completely packed.  It was abuzz with an energy that I had never felt before – and was filled with a broader spectrum of age, race, and class than I had never seen before.  The players were wearing bright colors, the audience in everything from suits to ripped jeans.  I crawled my way into the middle of the orchestra section – a seat I couldn’t afford at a regular concert. 

The concertmaster walked on stage.  The audience went into a roar of applause.  He clearly didn’t know what to make of it – he gave a nervous look, a nod to acknowledge the audience’s fervor.  The clapping continued.  The orchestra could hardly tune.  Maestro Yannick walked onto the stage, and the applause returned to a wild roar.  It was like a rock concert!  Yannick soaked up the applause graciously and the concert began.

Now, I have been to many concerts, heard orchestras of many different abilities, with audiences of many different levels of appreciation (for lack of a better word), in many different settings.  My expectation, after seeing this crowd and hearing their untamed applause, was that this was going to be a concert where people talk audibly during each piece, text on their phones, and walk around at will as if the concert were a sporting event.  I was completely wrong.  This was one of the most sophisticated audiences I had ever sat with.  The silence during the performance was profound, with the exception of the occasional cry of a young child (truly, a child’s occasional noise worries parents far more than it bothers concertgoers).  At the moment the first piece ended, the audience jumped to its feet and screamed their appreciation.  I had never seen anything like it!  I felt the most amazing feeling of community and belonging, knowing that this packed concert hall was the city’s way of giving the orchestra a much-needed hug after being booted from NYC.  This concert became more than audience listening to performers – as much as the audience loved and responded to the music, the orchestra loved and responded to the audience.  It was a jam session and everyone was invited.

Yannick broke a major “rule” and invited the audience to vote on what piece they would play next.  Like a game show, the audience cheered for the selection they wanted most.  I tell you, it could have been “The Price is Right”, with the screaming I heard.  While the orchestra played the winning piece, a young boy passionately conducted along with Yannick, in plain sight of both the maestro and the rest of the audience.  For some reason, this was completely acceptable and everybody seemed to love it.

Next, an unlikely conductor was brought up to conduct the orchestra – a ten-year-old girl.  (Isaiah 11:6)  She was very brave and very smart!  She was an instant hit with the audience and the orchestra – I had never seen such smiles on the players, and the audience helped her keep a steady tempo by clapping – again, not a tacky, drunken Oktoberfest sort of clapping, but instead, a reaction that was completely natural.  By this time I had discerned that my neighbors were both also big fans of the orchestra – and all three of us were happily breaking “the rules” by clapping, conducting in our seats.  We shared stories about performances we had heard, like old friends.  Never was this music amusing (literally, “non-thinking”); it fully engaged the soul.  Throughout the rest of the evening, I saw the players laugh out loud, make jokes at maestro Yannick, and simply be human, along with the rest of us mere mortals.

I am nearly ten years out of college now; back in school, it was so easy to hold onto high ideals and dreams.  Out of school, I have found the professional world much more brutal and rejecting than I had imagined.  But after this concert last Wednesday, my belief in music to cross human-imposed boundaries and bring a city together (especially in light of government shutdowns and the array of soul-crushing news that bombards us every single day) was renewed.

So how does this apply to our life of faith at St. Martin’s?  I sincerely hope that at every service, the music we make is in the same spirit of Wednesday’s Philadelphia Orchestra concert.  As much as the choir sings for those in the pews, I hope the people in the pews sing for the choir.  I hope that anyone who comes into our building feeling rejected, overwhelmed, burdened, hurt, or whatever, is healed by what we do – and not a “come to church, get a dose of religion” kind of healed – a healing that is a wake-up call to the soul, a reminder that indeed there is a force of good working in our world, and that people care and want to improve things.  Every person who walks in our doors should find relief from the world’s rigid expectations and seek who they were called to be.

Like the imaginary (well, mostly imaginary) “rules” of the concert hall, the world has a complete and complex system of rules that govern our lives.  What a horrible thing we humans do to ourselves and each other!  What are the rules that govern our worship services?  How are we perceived by those outside our community?  Which of these is right and good, and which are bad or a hindrance to our mission?  Like the Philadelphia Orchestra, we have a wealth of gifts to share, and to not share these gifts would indeed be a sin.

I also sincerely believe that we did just that this last Sunday – the musical gifts of the choirs, the nourishing gifts of those behind Wellspring, and the many other spiritual gifts of the congregation.  These, like the musical gifts of the orchestra, are something worth passing on – indeed, too good not to share!

- Erik Meyer

Thursday, October 3, 2013

Wobbly Walk with God

Stepping Stones
Stepping Stones by Maria Keays on Flickr
A couple of weeks ago, I was picking up produce from our farm share at our local garden. This weekly ritual - shared with my toddler - often falls in the midst of multiple errands that get squeezed into the post-naptime/pre-dinnertime window on my day off with her. On this particular afternoon, as we were walking through the garden, my daughter asked to walk along the wobbly stones bordering one of the plots. I helped her step up on the first stone and held her hand as we walked along.

At least, that’s what I thought I was doing. I suddenly realized that I was directing her by grasping her elbow tightly and setting the pace. I took a deep breath and made the choice to let my child take the lead. Wouldn’t this be so much more enjoyable, I thought, if I simply trusted her judgment to go at a pace she was comfortable with rather than hurriedly pulling her along?

I realized that my walk with my child was much like my walk with God. When I pray, I often do it on my own schedule and forget to stop and listen in the process. I come to God with certain expectations in mind and find it difficult to have the patience necessary to make space for the Spirit. To trust God to take the lead.

Why am I always trying to call the shots, to take the reins? When I let my daughter set our pace that afternoon, I had to let go of a few things. I had to let go of my sense of urgency and my sense of security. Slowing down meant that we wouldn’t get our vegetables as quickly and be on to the next errand on our list. Loosening my grip meant allowing for the possibility that my child would trip and fall.

But I also allowed for something else: joy. Our weekly ritual had become a task rather than an opportunity to be in nature together, exploring the world. My toddler helped remind me how to breathe and take it all in.

How can we slow down and relinquish control, not just in our relationship with others but in our relationship with God? How can we let the moment happen rather than making it happen?  How do we leave room to be surprised by joy?

- The Rev. Callie Swanlund